I Am Ready For Love

My ex definitely made it easy for me to walk away from

LOVE... I was over the desire of companionship....

Lil ni**a drained me mentally, physically and financially...

I literally was like fuck a relationship, situationship,

anything with a damn 'ship' in it I don't want to be

apart of.... I really had given up on love thanks

to YNs and ONs (old ni**as).... Neither species

is worth my time because they all like to waste

my time and I honestly don't even know who

to give a chance to anymore.... I kind of don't

want to give any of my time to anyone....

Here are the reasons why:

I am HER.... meaning:

I like to pour into my man.... I like to use

my words to reassure him that I am

only for him, that I see his daily actions,

I see how hard he works at work, I see

how hard he works to provide for me,

I see how hard life is and navigating life

isn't easy right now.... So I speak to him

in a light tone... Every day I say something

positive and I make sure he hears the

appreciation and words of encouragement

I also like to show how I feel about my man

with actions.... I like to run bathe water/shower

water by the time you see me it’s waiting for you... I like to cook

or feed you.... I also wanna serve you in a way

that will leave you satisfied and wanting more

of me.... I like to always dress comfortably but

its also so my man can see how fine I am....

Its also to let him know the same way he

sees how attractive I am, if he fucks up

its a line of ni**as who wanna chance with

something this fine......

I don't trip, I don't nag, I don't use men for

money, I'm too nonchalant to even argue

I'm learning though men don't want a

woman who can be submissive and

allow them to actually lead.... Men don't

want a woman who isn't toxic and healed

I know one day love will happen for me

I want my man to be my homie, my

protector, a financial provider, a good

father figure, and someone who is

ready for peace.... I know I bring peace

I like to maintain my peace....

Obtaining this level of peace isn't easy

and I won't sacrifice my peace for

anyone or anything... My life requires

PEACE and Happiness.... The same

way I want to be spoiled, my actions

will align to spoil my man.... However

men and ni**as don't want nothing

but toxicity, uppity females (that they

claim they don't want but they

love the high maintenance females that

want all their bills paid) and bbl females.

If you have a bbl, Im happy you are alive

and I hope you feel good about your

appearance... Nothing wrong with a

little nip and tick... I’m considering

getting something done too….

I am ready for live… I think I am…

I’m 85% sure… sighs….